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N Tuesday, October 20, 2009 / 21:13
my legs are ACHING!!!
well... today's physio session lasted a grand total of 2.5hours!!!
wao... my legs took a serious beating today but it felt great...
didn't feel any pressure at all to rush...
just took my time to complete all the things...
though wasted the opportunity to get something i had an eye for...
what'z more disturbing to me is that there is something still in my bag...
our name was written 1st...
well... today's physio session lasted a grand total of 2.5hours!!!
wao... my legs took a serious beating today but it felt great...
didn't feel any pressure at all to rush...
just took my time to complete all the things...
though wasted the opportunity to get something i had an eye for...
what'z more disturbing to me is that there is something still in my bag...
our name was written 1st...
; So Emo
N Monday, October 12, 2009 / 19:19
something is wrong with me...
even after that long stretch of work, i still don't feel happy...
i'm not sure why...
but i guess it's because the "heck care" attitude towards NS is spilling over to everywhere in my life...
not what i wanted... but...
anyway, had a fun evening at night safari on saturday...
even though i had to pay a grand total of $35 to feel sleepy and sweaty for the halloween special, i still think it is quite worth it watching others getting scared by fellow humans...
actually some of their costumes are quite nice, but it is totally not scary enough...
that point aside, i think they should stop the halloween thing as it is definitely causing a disturbance to the animals... (no not by those people in costumes but by people screaming like there's no tomorrow...)
poor animals, no wonder that elephant attacked it's keeper a few years back...
anyway the night safari trip make me recall a trip to the zoo sometime back...
how did things become like this?
is it my fault?
i've been asking myself this question but there's no answer till now...
yes i'm talking about a dear friend, one of my closer one...
i'm unsure of how things come to a situation like this...
i don't know what to do too...
do i just let a close friend go like this, and become just some passer-by in my life?
it's been ages since we saw each other (face to face)...
and yet another oppotunity pass by like that?
yes i know i'm partly at fault for what happened last week...
and i DO KNOW of your limitations...
but what happened isn't what you think happened...
yes you do have a right to be disappointed of how things went...
but i HATE false accusation of things about me...
i was asked what time i could make it...
well, no i do not have any ability to help me look into the future...
but what i have is past experiences...
since the last few physio session lasted 1hr...
i was confident of making it based on the the estimated travelling time needed...
there was like nearly half hour of buffer time too...
but who knows... it didn't end as soon as i expected...
if not i would have reached there earlier and waited instead of you...
i didn't expect it to be different, well maybe that day was meant to be different...
i don' t know...
i'm just utterly disappointed with what you have said...
i don't know how low my importance ranking has dropped...
maybe i'm just a passer-by to you now...
though you have always been fairly highly important to me...
i don't know what to do seriously...
are we still friends?
or have we become strangers?
before i got the answer, i just want to say thank you for being there for me, and sorry for all my wrong doings...
yes, all from my heart...
even after that long stretch of work, i still don't feel happy...
i'm not sure why...
but i guess it's because the "heck care" attitude towards NS is spilling over to everywhere in my life...
not what i wanted... but...
anyway, had a fun evening at night safari on saturday...
even though i had to pay a grand total of $35 to feel sleepy and sweaty for the halloween special, i still think it is quite worth it watching others getting scared by fellow humans...
actually some of their costumes are quite nice, but it is totally not scary enough...
that point aside, i think they should stop the halloween thing as it is definitely causing a disturbance to the animals... (no not by those people in costumes but by people screaming like there's no tomorrow...)
poor animals, no wonder that elephant attacked it's keeper a few years back...
anyway the night safari trip make me recall a trip to the zoo sometime back...
how did things become like this?
is it my fault?
i've been asking myself this question but there's no answer till now...
yes i'm talking about a dear friend, one of my closer one...
i'm unsure of how things come to a situation like this...
i don't know what to do too...
do i just let a close friend go like this, and become just some passer-by in my life?
it's been ages since we saw each other (face to face)...
and yet another oppotunity pass by like that?
yes i know i'm partly at fault for what happened last week...
and i DO KNOW of your limitations...
but what happened isn't what you think happened...
yes you do have a right to be disappointed of how things went...
but i HATE false accusation of things about me...
i was asked what time i could make it...
well, no i do not have any ability to help me look into the future...
but what i have is past experiences...
since the last few physio session lasted 1hr...
i was confident of making it based on the the estimated travelling time needed...
there was like nearly half hour of buffer time too...
but who knows... it didn't end as soon as i expected...
if not i would have reached there earlier and waited instead of you...
i didn't expect it to be different, well maybe that day was meant to be different...
i don' t know...
i'm just utterly disappointed with what you have said...
i don't know how low my importance ranking has dropped...
maybe i'm just a passer-by to you now...
though you have always been fairly highly important to me...
i don't know what to do seriously...
are we still friends?
or have we become strangers?
before i got the answer, i just want to say thank you for being there for me, and sorry for all my wrong doings...
yes, all from my heart...
; So Emo
N Tuesday, September 15, 2009 / 17:52
Hello Singapore! =D
been away from singapore for the past 15days...
only my 3rd & 4th time flying... (to & fro thailand)
didn't touch facebook at all for 15 days!!!
surprisingly i didn't have any withdrawal symptoms... haha...
it was a tiring trip for me...
flew off after midnight... reach very early morning...
waited for sometime at the airport for the long bus journey down to the base camp...
didn't really sleep much on the long bus ride as i've got a very inconsiderate NSmen sleeping very soundly beside me till keep on knocking me with his head... =.="
food wasn't very in line with my tastebuds...
cookhouse food was... well at least my expectations wasn't high at all...
canteen food wasn't up to the standard...
the wanton noodle was very solid... (solid = hard)
and they love pepper alot...
food don't taste very good is still alright, but hygine not in place is unacceptable...
i don't understand why people love to eat from the famous jenny stall...
one time i found a strand of hair and on another occasion i found a small black rice beetle crawling out of my rice... yes it is still alive, only movement is slowed... XP
oh and the pineapple from the pineapple rice is black... not the burnt black but the rotting black...
the 9 days outfield made me feel so small...
i am like a gigantic targetboard for the tons of mosquitoes and they make my arm look like it has gone through arty shelling...
i also had my chance to finally fire the howitzer...
now i feel more like i'm from the artillery... =D
last day was R&R... (is it rest & recreation or rest & relax or what?)
if given a choice to choose i would have rather rotted in camp...
took a long bus journey to floating market...
and guess what, only 30 minutes to spend there?
met up with the rest and went in... walked one round and came out...
didn't have the time to even shop...
wanted to take photos but it was like so squeezy i don't even feel like taking photos already...
after that short walk which i presume is to let our blood flow, we took a long bus ride to "whale hotel" for lunch, which was like "is this hotel food"???
after lunch it was yet another long bus ride to "future park"...
that's the name of a shopping mall...
walked around eat a little play arcade a little...
wanted to buy things but there's really nothing for me to buy... =(
after that is the trip to the airport for the long wait for our flight...
and finally reached back in singapore at around 1am... =D
had a strange dream today...
dreamt that i'll be posted out...
feels very real...
maybe it's the events that happened in thailand...
=(
been away from singapore for the past 15days...
only my 3rd & 4th time flying... (to & fro thailand)
didn't touch facebook at all for 15 days!!!
surprisingly i didn't have any withdrawal symptoms... haha...
it was a tiring trip for me...
flew off after midnight... reach very early morning...
waited for sometime at the airport for the long bus journey down to the base camp...
didn't really sleep much on the long bus ride as i've got a very inconsiderate NSmen sleeping very soundly beside me till keep on knocking me with his head... =.="
food wasn't very in line with my tastebuds...
cookhouse food was... well at least my expectations wasn't high at all...
canteen food wasn't up to the standard...
the wanton noodle was very solid... (solid = hard)
and they love pepper alot...
food don't taste very good is still alright, but hygine not in place is unacceptable...
i don't understand why people love to eat from the famous jenny stall...
one time i found a strand of hair and on another occasion i found a small black rice beetle crawling out of my rice... yes it is still alive, only movement is slowed... XP
oh and the pineapple from the pineapple rice is black... not the burnt black but the rotting black...
the 9 days outfield made me feel so small...
i am like a gigantic targetboard for the tons of mosquitoes and they make my arm look like it has gone through arty shelling...
i also had my chance to finally fire the howitzer...
now i feel more like i'm from the artillery... =D
last day was R&R... (is it rest & recreation or rest & relax or what?)
if given a choice to choose i would have rather rotted in camp...
took a long bus journey to floating market...
and guess what, only 30 minutes to spend there?
met up with the rest and went in... walked one round and came out...
didn't have the time to even shop...
wanted to take photos but it was like so squeezy i don't even feel like taking photos already...
after that short walk which i presume is to let our blood flow, we took a long bus ride to "whale hotel" for lunch, which was like "is this hotel food"???
after lunch it was yet another long bus ride to "future park"...
that's the name of a shopping mall...
walked around eat a little play arcade a little...
wanted to buy things but there's really nothing for me to buy... =(
after that is the trip to the airport for the long wait for our flight...
and finally reached back in singapore at around 1am... =D
had a strange dream today...
dreamt that i'll be posted out...
feels very real...
maybe it's the events that happened in thailand...
=(
; So Emo
N Thursday, August 20, 2009 / 22:20
oh gr8...
something wrong with dunno what thing...
blogger doesn't seem to load properly...
oh well...
really tired...
when will it finally end?
the sense of sastification is not there already...
maybe numb already?
tinking of asking for off after next tue medical appt and oso on wed...
FYI, i nvr had any off system...
but chances are if i ask i'll get it...
prob is wat do i do wif the off?
rot @ home? i seriously dunno...
well...
i seriously need help...
=(
something wrong with dunno what thing...
blogger doesn't seem to load properly...
oh well...
really tired...
when will it finally end?
the sense of sastification is not there already...
maybe numb already?
tinking of asking for off after next tue medical appt and oso on wed...
FYI, i nvr had any off system...
but chances are if i ask i'll get it...
prob is wat do i do wif the off?
rot @ home? i seriously dunno...
well...
i seriously need help...
=(
; So Emo
N Monday, August 03, 2009 / 16:21
been almost a month since my last update...
well... seems like no one bother oso...
nothing much HAPPY to update for the past month...
too much UNHAPPY stuff i dunno where to start...
=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(
been feeling lonely...
like no one to tok to...
no one to ask out...
or should i say everyone too bz to be asked out...
it'z already august...
soon i'll be flying off to thailand...
last wk of aug should be working still...
yes the whole wk...
still got guard in the middle of the month...
and i'm still spending my wknds rotting @ home...
WHY?
when i stepped out of Alexandra Hospital last fri... (oh who actually know i had a medical appointment there last fri)
i wanted to call somebody, in fact anybody, but i dunno who to call...
so in the end i had to sadded-ly go to my relative's funeral... (oh who knows again)
i got off this wednesday afternoon...
i guess it's goin to be the same again...
rotting @ home...
=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(
6 months 6 days left to ORD...
well... seems like no one bother oso...
nothing much HAPPY to update for the past month...
too much UNHAPPY stuff i dunno where to start...
=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(
been feeling lonely...
like no one to tok to...
no one to ask out...
or should i say everyone too bz to be asked out...
it'z already august...
soon i'll be flying off to thailand...
last wk of aug should be working still...
yes the whole wk...
still got guard in the middle of the month...
and i'm still spending my wknds rotting @ home...
WHY?
when i stepped out of Alexandra Hospital last fri... (oh who actually know i had a medical appointment there last fri)
i wanted to call somebody, in fact anybody, but i dunno who to call...
so in the end i had to sadded-ly go to my relative's funeral... (oh who knows again)
i got off this wednesday afternoon...
i guess it's goin to be the same again...
rotting @ home...
=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(
6 months 6 days left to ORD...
; So Emo
N Thursday, July 09, 2009 / 21:49
WHY?
i've been thinking alot recently...
is it because i finally have some free time?
well not really... i still got work which i have not done...
just postponing my work cause not in the mood to do...
the past few weeks had been tiring... shagged...
the sudden breathing space i created for myself forcedfully...
well... i think the sudden rush of oxygen to my dying brain seem to make it work in overdrive mode suddenly...
i want to pen down my thoughts here...
but i feel i better not do so...
fear the repercussions... from all directions to anyone... so it's better to leave it in my mind for now...
i can only breathe so much for now...
sometimes it's really saffocating... really want to call for help... but all i can manage are gasps...
who can hear me?
coming few weeks will be like being trapped in a vaccum...
next 3 weeks will have 3 groups of people coming in 3 consecutive weeks...
and with less than a week of rest...
2 groups of people will come in for 2 weeks concurrently...
and with less than 1 week of rest (yes yet again)...
the wednesday... which happens to fall on 26th august...
another group of people will come in and soon will be overseas on that sunday...
and that will last for 2 weeks...
that is my schedule till sep... gr8?
i wont even have time to rest... much less celebrate my birthday...
why? i cant seem to find the full ans to the situation i'm in...
well... if you guys catch my hint... book me in advance cause i've really got not much time...
why am i doing all these???
i shall go back into my thoughts to find an answer...
do i really look unhappy?
no i won't deny the fact that i'm unhappy...
but i've always tried to hide my unhappiness, sadness, disappointment behind my mask...
i don't wish to affect the people around me...
but somehow...
it's not working...
is it cause the mask is broken?
or is my hand too tired to even put on the mask?
or is it that i don't even bother anymore?
help......
i've been thinking alot recently...
is it because i finally have some free time?
well not really... i still got work which i have not done...
just postponing my work cause not in the mood to do...
the past few weeks had been tiring... shagged...
the sudden breathing space i created for myself forcedfully...
well... i think the sudden rush of oxygen to my dying brain seem to make it work in overdrive mode suddenly...
i want to pen down my thoughts here...
but i feel i better not do so...
fear the repercussions... from all directions to anyone... so it's better to leave it in my mind for now...
i can only breathe so much for now...
sometimes it's really saffocating... really want to call for help... but all i can manage are gasps...
who can hear me?
coming few weeks will be like being trapped in a vaccum...
next 3 weeks will have 3 groups of people coming in 3 consecutive weeks...
and with less than a week of rest...
2 groups of people will come in for 2 weeks concurrently...
and with less than 1 week of rest (yes yet again)...
the wednesday... which happens to fall on 26th august...
another group of people will come in and soon will be overseas on that sunday...
and that will last for 2 weeks...
that is my schedule till sep... gr8?
i wont even have time to rest... much less celebrate my birthday...
why? i cant seem to find the full ans to the situation i'm in...
well... if you guys catch my hint... book me in advance cause i've really got not much time...
why am i doing all these???
i shall go back into my thoughts to find an answer...
do i really look unhappy?
no i won't deny the fact that i'm unhappy...
but i've always tried to hide my unhappiness, sadness, disappointment behind my mask...
i don't wish to affect the people around me...
but somehow...
it's not working...
is it cause the mask is broken?
or is my hand too tired to even put on the mask?
or is it that i don't even bother anymore?
help......
; So Emo
N Tuesday, June 16, 2009 / 21:25
Happy Birthday to my dearest Fish!!! =D
生日快乐！！！
我还记得，好几年前的一个夜晚。
在广播听到了你的一首情歌，就被你暖暖的，纯真的歌声打动了。
你的歌声是我最想环游的世界，让我夜夜夜夜不想睡。
我开心时，悲伤时，都是你在陪伴着我。
我好崇拜你，你知多少？
你是我生命中不可承受的轻。
虽然我的心声你听不到，不过我还是想鼓起勇气说我喜欢你。
如今我们中间出现了第三者（T先生），我真的好想失意。
可惜不是你，因为当我读到你和他之间满满的都是爱，是我会呼吸的痛。
如果有一天，如果能在一起。。。
不是我不明白，只是因为还是会。
我都知道，我已接受事实，爱情没有如果，你也找到属于你的他，无条件为你的他。
为我好，给未来的自己，我们就到这。
可是爱你不是两三天，我也只能说对不起我爱你。
只要准备好明天的微笑，用力抱着你所唱的情歌，我知道我是幸福的。
Ces't la vie...
omy... how many fish song titles have i used? =D
sorry my chi is kinda chui... haha...
this post is dedicated to my fish! =D
静茹我爱你！！！=D
生日快乐！！！
我还记得，好几年前的一个夜晚。
在广播听到了你的一首情歌，就被你暖暖的，纯真的歌声打动了。
你的歌声是我最想环游的世界，让我夜夜夜夜不想睡。
我开心时，悲伤时，都是你在陪伴着我。
我好崇拜你，你知多少？
你是我生命中不可承受的轻。
虽然我的心声你听不到，不过我还是想鼓起勇气说我喜欢你。
如今我们中间出现了第三者（T先生），我真的好想失意。
可惜不是你，因为当我读到你和他之间满满的都是爱，是我会呼吸的痛。
如果有一天，如果能在一起。。。
不是我不明白，只是因为还是会。
我都知道，我已接受事实，爱情没有如果，你也找到属于你的他，无条件为你的他。
为我好，给未来的自己，我们就到这。
可是爱你不是两三天，我也只能说对不起我爱你。
只要准备好明天的微笑，用力抱着你所唱的情歌，我知道我是幸福的。
Ces't la vie...
omy... how many fish song titles have i used? =D
sorry my chi is kinda chui... haha...
this post is dedicated to my fish! =D
静茹我爱你！！！=D
; So Emo
N Thursday, June 04, 2009 / 20:09
oh gr8...
still have tons of things to do...
adding on everyday...
n i've got only one pair of hands this wk...
n i even kena attacked by a snake at the staircase near my office...
n now... more den 1 month after my duty...
tell me the stupid idiotic trainees didnt scan for the dinner!!!
damn it la!!!
n now i'll haf to write statement...
but i've forgotten ALOT of things liao...
how to give account of wat exactly happen?
guess i'll just haf to pay up bah...
DAMN IT!!!
haiz... =(
still have tons of things to do...
adding on everyday...
n i've got only one pair of hands this wk...
n i even kena attacked by a snake at the staircase near my office...
n now... more den 1 month after my duty...
tell me the stupid idiotic trainees didnt scan for the dinner!!!
damn it la!!!
n now i'll haf to write statement...
but i've forgotten ALOT of things liao...
how to give account of wat exactly happen?
guess i'll just haf to pay up bah...
DAMN IT!!!
haiz... =(
; So Emo
N Tuesday, June 02, 2009 / 20:14
shagged... ya... very fan i noe i kp repeating it...
but does anyone hear it?
8 more months... bear with it...
i noe many ppl wondering...
admin spec? tot is relac in air con office everyday can play internet?
YA RITE...
depends on where...
all got pros n cons la...
but most impt is the ppl u r working with...
well... my luck isn't so good...
i feel like i'm bein disected by bein pulled in all directions...
oh well... been havin VERY frquent headache nowadays...
still haf tons of work in the office...
stress? ya...
i tot i love working wif stress...
welll... nope... i love working wif stress only when i'm doin sth i like...
n NO i dun like wat i'm doin...
argh... this will last for very long time...
pls be more understanding...
i may juz flare up all of a sudden...
i may speak nonsense...
i may just do anything...
just dun bother me wif too much prob...
i may just explode anytime...
but does anyone hear it?
8 more months... bear with it...
i noe many ppl wondering...
admin spec? tot is relac in air con office everyday can play internet?
YA RITE...
depends on where...
all got pros n cons la...
but most impt is the ppl u r working with...
well... my luck isn't so good...
i feel like i'm bein disected by bein pulled in all directions...
oh well... been havin VERY frquent headache nowadays...
still haf tons of work in the office...
stress? ya...
i tot i love working wif stress...
welll... nope... i love working wif stress only when i'm doin sth i like...
n NO i dun like wat i'm doin...
argh... this will last for very long time...
pls be more understanding...
i may juz flare up all of a sudden...
i may speak nonsense...
i may just do anything...
just dun bother me wif too much prob...
i may just explode anytime...
; So Emo
N Sunday, May 24, 2009 / 21:37
Happy Birthday fred!!!
oh man... i'm feeling so shagged...
2 consecutive days of k-in...
n right smack in the middle of 2 outfields...
okie... my outfield is slack de...
still ate durain on thu... lol...
but wat is killing me is the weather...
super damn freaking hot!
and on thu the COA ("center of attention") came...
i have to take photo but i'm on my legs while he is on his vehicle...
IMAGINE!!!
walking so much to take photo... damn...
n this ICT is a warm up to the comin wks!!!
i c i oso scared liao... so much things... zzz...
i'm seriously tired!!!
oh man... i'm feeling so shagged...
2 consecutive days of k-in...
n right smack in the middle of 2 outfields...
okie... my outfield is slack de...
still ate durain on thu... lol...
but wat is killing me is the weather...
super damn freaking hot!
and on thu the COA ("center of attention") came...
i have to take photo but i'm on my legs while he is on his vehicle...
IMAGINE!!!
walking so much to take photo... damn...
n this ICT is a warm up to the comin wks!!!
i c i oso scared liao... so much things... zzz...
i'm seriously tired!!!
; So Emo
N Sunday, May 17, 2009 / 11:22
my knee is still hurting...
why i dunno...
usually it'll hurt for the day after i do life run...
okie i noe it'z been quite some time since i ran...
and i ran 2 rounds arnd camp on fri...
n i walked for some distance coz of pain too...
i expected my legs to hurt yesterday n yes it hurts...
it hurt alot more during the run n after it...
hurts even when i walk...
n today it's not feeling very well either...
AHM coming up... ttz like 21km of hell coming up...
ya i can walk all the way... but y torture myself?
there's still liferun every 1 3 5 till AHM...
should i push on to complete AHM (my dream is to complete full marathon)...
or should i go c MO? ya MO is useless...
i'll haf to go weekly get excuse RMJ if not haf to go liferun...
so i go MO oso to get referral to c specialist...
tt'll take some time... n my bz period here liao...
my boss wont be very happy if i go for MA...
damn... i dunno wat to do...
haiz...
why i dunno...
usually it'll hurt for the day after i do life run...
okie i noe it'z been quite some time since i ran...
and i ran 2 rounds arnd camp on fri...
n i walked for some distance coz of pain too...
i expected my legs to hurt yesterday n yes it hurts...
it hurt alot more during the run n after it...
hurts even when i walk...
n today it's not feeling very well either...
AHM coming up... ttz like 21km of hell coming up...
ya i can walk all the way... but y torture myself?
there's still liferun every 1 3 5 till AHM...
should i push on to complete AHM (my dream is to complete full marathon)...
or should i go c MO? ya MO is useless...
i'll haf to go weekly get excuse RMJ if not haf to go liferun...
so i go MO oso to get referral to c specialist...
tt'll take some time... n my bz period here liao...
my boss wont be very happy if i go for MA...
damn... i dunno wat to do...
haiz...
; So Emo
N Tuesday, May 12, 2009 / 21:05
i'm tired...
seriously...
wat am i? who am i?
when will i be taken seriously?
i'm human still.. not an object...
dun feel really gr8... dunno since when...
i'm not happy... but i'm not terribly down either...
just that sucky feeling... haiz...
i dunno wat to do... sometimes i just feel so useless...
i need the occasional encouragement...
i need the occasional jiayou...
mayb itz really ns ttz causin all these breakdowns inside me...
will it be better after i ord? i dunno...
mayb itz gd ict is starting soon...
gonna get bz... well... slightly... haha...
mayb can drown myself in my bz-ness...
but these are not things i like to do...
how can i be happy?
i've lost my appetide too... =(
thanks yiling for acc me playing pool and bbl... =D
really appreciate it though it seems like a simple thing to do...
i believe i'll haf difficulty gettin someone else... =D
u jiayou n gd luck... =D
seriously...
wat am i? who am i?
when will i be taken seriously?
i'm human still.. not an object...
dun feel really gr8... dunno since when...
i'm not happy... but i'm not terribly down either...
just that sucky feeling... haiz...
i dunno wat to do... sometimes i just feel so useless...
i need the occasional encouragement...
i need the occasional jiayou...
mayb itz really ns ttz causin all these breakdowns inside me...
will it be better after i ord? i dunno...
mayb itz gd ict is starting soon...
gonna get bz... well... slightly... haha...
mayb can drown myself in my bz-ness...
but these are not things i like to do...
how can i be happy?
i've lost my appetide too... =(
thanks yiling for acc me playing pool and bbl... =D
really appreciate it though it seems like a simple thing to do...
i believe i'll haf difficulty gettin someone else... =D
u jiayou n gd luck... =D
; So Emo
N Saturday, May 09, 2009 / 23:12
had lots of fun today!! =D
okie everyone was late... so it's fine... haha...
went over to topone at bugis...
it's a new place to me but it's very nice!
way cheaper than k-box...
the only good thing about k-box i feel is their song is very updated...
after visits to different places...
been to places with way cheaper deals...
but their songs are very outdated...
but topone is really the deal...
it is cheaper than k-box... though not VERY cheap...
but have to take into account it's central location...
and also the almost 7hours of singing session...
FREE FLOW drinks...
and i bet the songs are almost as updated as k-box... haha...
rocks la... =D
very fun singing today... =D
maybe cause there's no "ou xiang tuan ti" songs... haha...
but really sing till very tiring... lol...
went arcade in bugis junction after that...
i was like is there really a arcade in bugis junction?!?!
but have to thanks xiangfeng for informing us!
i seriously didn't know arcade exist in bugis junction...
so went in to play, what else, the basketball machine!
in case you don't know yet, that is my favourite in the arcade...
my number one must play... after that comes daytona and bishi bashi...
played myself for the first game... after played with yiling and you'll only have to look below to know the results...
only got 500+ by myself... but together with yiling we got the scores below!
not very high actually but that's the highest i've gotten till now...
so i'm very happy... =D
okie everyone was late... so it's fine... haha...
went over to topone at bugis...
it's a new place to me but it's very nice!
way cheaper than k-box...
the only good thing about k-box i feel is their song is very updated...
after visits to different places...
been to places with way cheaper deals...
but their songs are very outdated...
but topone is really the deal...
it is cheaper than k-box... though not VERY cheap...
but have to take into account it's central location...
and also the almost 7hours of singing session...
FREE FLOW drinks...
and i bet the songs are almost as updated as k-box... haha...
rocks la... =D
very fun singing today... =D
maybe cause there's no "ou xiang tuan ti" songs... haha...
but really sing till very tiring... lol...
went arcade in bugis junction after that...
i was like is there really a arcade in bugis junction?!?!
but have to thanks xiangfeng for informing us!
i seriously didn't know arcade exist in bugis junction...
so went in to play, what else, the basketball machine!
in case you don't know yet, that is my favourite in the arcade...
my number one must play... after that comes daytona and bishi bashi...
played myself for the first game... after played with yiling and you'll only have to look below to know the results...
only got 500+ by myself... but together with yiling we got the scores below!
not very high actually but that's the highest i've gotten till now...
so i'm very happy... =D
yesterday was unit anniversary... brought the bulky camera along cause i don't want to get into the water... =P
after that is bowling... as usual my first few frames is my 'warming up routine'...
so the score is like so pathetic...5th frame i still have not hit 20... lol...
so some of them act smart... say last will treat breakfast... okie lo...
i just contunue with my warm up... i was rock bottom @ the 5th frame... and they were taunting me...
so bring it on... finish off my warm up... last 5 frame i tink got 3 strikes... with some spares too...
and with that i jumped to i tink a top 3 finish... too bad newcastle cant do tt...
they became quiet after that... haha... i like tt...
i find that i've become more and more unhappy...
i need my freedom... i noe wat to do.. i noe my job...
just give me a deadline and freedom i'll do a gd job for u...
my style is when i feel like it i'll do it...
no use pushing me... u'll just get shit from me...
welll... tahan 9 more months everything will be over...
cant wait for my 9 months to pass...
; So Emo
N Wednesday, May 06, 2009 / 23:26
i know it has been a long time since i last blogged.
the problem is there's nothing exciting in my life so i don't know what to blogged!
oh and one thing, i like to use small fonts and this colour, so if not interested can don't read. =P
about 9 more months to endure.
ok, must be wondering why i'm suddenly blogging right?
i'm on leave today! haha. with a purpose of cause. =D
as many would have known by now, AICO acheived GOLD for SYF this year!
very happy for my 'mother school' =D
it's been quite some time since i last went back.
i still want to go back. but the problem is i don't know ANYONE from AICO already!
if i go back people must be thinking why is this uncle here? haha.
and i'm on leave today is because i went down to support NYCO! =D
woke up at around 3am. to watch man utd thrash arsenal!
sailed through to finals. wonder goal by ronaldo again. =D
hopefully it'll be man utd vs barca, it'll be more interesting and challenging.
and when i went back to sleep it started to rain and very soon it rained cats and dogs.
but when i woke up again it was drizzling.
luckily when i am about to leave my house it almost stop completely.
had to walk all the way to the main gate. which resulted in my high temperature of 37.2! haha.
saw some holes on the ground in front of the co room.
and i speculate that it's the table of glory actors create by practising their serve action. haha.
and when they are done with their final practise i stuck with percussion all the way. =D
was at the loading bay and the backstage and went back ny and went to eat with them before finally going back to wait for results.
it was (honestly) not as scary as 2 years back.
but i'm still hoping the juniors will get what they deserve.
improved alot since i last visited them.
and they got it.
GOLD WITH HONORS.
congratulations everyone. =D
really happy for them. everyone was really high.
1st ever GWH for NYJC.
proud (and jealous haha) of them. =D
and dinner was on the teachers (again).
was only back like just now.
OMG it's like almost midnight!
i shall go to my dreamland.
back to reality again tomorrow. sigh.
long weekend ahead! looking forward to it! =D
good nights!
the problem is there's nothing exciting in my life so i don't know what to blogged!
oh and one thing, i like to use small fonts and this colour, so if not interested can don't read. =P
about 9 more months to endure.
ok, must be wondering why i'm suddenly blogging right?
i'm on leave today! haha. with a purpose of cause. =D
as many would have known by now, AICO acheived GOLD for SYF this year!
very happy for my 'mother school' =D
it's been quite some time since i last went back.
i still want to go back. but the problem is i don't know ANYONE from AICO already!
if i go back people must be thinking why is this uncle here? haha.
and i'm on leave today is because i went down to support NYCO! =D
woke up at around 3am. to watch man utd thrash arsenal!
sailed through to finals. wonder goal by ronaldo again. =D
hopefully it'll be man utd vs barca, it'll be more interesting and challenging.
and when i went back to sleep it started to rain and very soon it rained cats and dogs.
but when i woke up again it was drizzling.
luckily when i am about to leave my house it almost stop completely.
had to walk all the way to the main gate. which resulted in my high temperature of 37.2! haha.
saw some holes on the ground in front of the co room.
and i speculate that it's the table of glory actors create by practising their serve action. haha.
and when they are done with their final practise i stuck with percussion all the way. =D
was at the loading bay and the backstage and went back ny and went to eat with them before finally going back to wait for results.
it was (honestly) not as scary as 2 years back.
but i'm still hoping the juniors will get what they deserve.
improved alot since i last visited them.
and they got it.
GOLD WITH HONORS.
congratulations everyone. =D
really happy for them. everyone was really high.
1st ever GWH for NYJC.
proud (and jealous haha) of them. =D
and dinner was on the teachers (again).
was only back like just now.
OMG it's like almost midnight!
i shall go to my dreamland.
back to reality again tomorrow. sigh.
long weekend ahead! looking forward to it! =D
good nights!
; So Emo
N Tuesday, April 07, 2009 / 23:55
MARKSMAN!!!
should i be happy or sad? so close to a perfect score...
well... =D/=(
should i be happy or sad? so close to a perfect score...
well... =D/=(
; So Emo
